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Friday, December 12, 2008
Ber-Larh.  {Mark, smile like you mean it} Everything is just so slow , its so boring at home that i'll lose myself sometimes out of boredom.I don't deny that i miss school, i miss my friends, i miss the band very much as well. And the three weeks break is just retarded. I don't wanna travel, cause i get home sick really easily. I've never like to go overseas , i'll feel so lonely. Yeah, i'm abit off but yeah. Its uber boring ~ ): Sorry for skipping my sessions btw, just don't have the mood to do any session. I want to feel normal again. I don't want to wake up every morning feeling the same anymore. Shall make a change for the better i guess. And yeah, maybe its reality that is smacking me in the head. But yeah, i shall just be happy with who i am, what i do etc. I'll just live my life, like i've always did [: I shall be, who i am(: Note to self : stop being a freak about stuffs. its time to let everything lose and just be happy. Lisbon said this to me : "Dwude ~ Don't think too much , Don't be a dick to yourself, Don't hurt yourself. If you want to me happy, you got to choose to be happy. No one else can be happy for you @%!@#. Just be happy with life and how it is. " well, the weird thing is that she said this to me while i was half asleep because of the time gap from here to the u.s. and the other weird thing was i think i heard her use alot of curse words. i was half asleep yeah . Shall screw all already ~ |